Tuesday, July 12, 2005

I feel so nostalgic, which worries me, when yesterday I was so content. I am begging for some of what I’ve known. I just want a taste of what I had before, I feel as though I was one bite away from satisfaction, and thats all I need. I find her skin to be an impenetrable force that constricts me. I want nothing more than to break from what her existence holds me to, and all I need is the taste she left in my mouth, and a good clean glass of water to wash it down, and out of me...out of me. I was thinking about explaining this through meter and rhyme scheme but that sounded obnoxious to me and pretensions.....one taste and a glass of water.

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

isnt being alive swell?
the way it feels, to be responsible for your pleasure and your pain, is a humbling and powerful sensation. the way it feels, To know that my words and my body have the means to make you taller than any building and crumble worse than any stick of dynomite could ever hope, is something i have never experienced...i dont say that because i find pleasure in this power, infact i want nothing but to make you feel taller than any building or tree or cloud. I am beginning to believe that i do love you, or at least i will.

Sunday, May 01, 2005

i've got a secret!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


oh boy its a good one too

a really really good one


infact....its a GREAT one!

oh man, oh man, oh man.

oh elderly person (get it? "oh boy", "oh man", "oh elderly person", its the stages of life people! get with it)

i am enjoying this.

Saturday, April 30, 2005

i am all alone...

everyone is off in space or on some other planet and i have to sit on earth and deal with gravity...this is the pits. saturday nights with nothing to do till 10 are the worst! planet earth does nothing for me!

however! on a higher note, i am excited to know a friend of mine on a closer level, she is a wonderful woman and i would like very much to be with her right now. but she is very far away right now, so nuts to that idea.

o nuts! i have nothing nice to say, considering this and a phrase my mother used to use i will not say anything at all. goodbye

Friday, April 29, 2005

i got a t-shirt in the mail...which was exciting...

Sunday, April 24, 2005

I'm not afraid to die
after much deliberation i have concluded that "the clash" is by far the greatest band name of all time, kudos to those boys for doing a wonderful job. they could have gone with simply "clash" and that would have had no punch to it whatsoever, but they went the step up, added a "the", that really floats my boat i tell ya what.

what a crazy week i had, i tell you why:

1-I didnt do anything!
2-I love my friends!
3-I had a great music week, writing, listening, playing, it was wonderful!
4-My life is just begining!
5-you are beautiful!
6-I am in love with everything!

everyone hug, its time to be happy i say, its time

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

i've got a lot of plans for today, heres whats on the agenda:

1-sit in my PJs
2-eat breakfast
3-shower
4-sit in the nude, as alone as ever!
5-get in my car (maybe nude? who knows!)
6-go to salvation army, for i am running low on shirts and shorts, summer is coming quick dont ya know
7-i have no more plans, o! eat lunch
8-thats it

sunny days+no class is fantastic! i am going to do cartwheels, but i dont know how...i am going to learn how and do millions of em to show just how exciting this is. and after i have mastered that i will go out on the town for some of those crazy misadventures that i so often encounter, what with me being so wild and whatnot.

o crickets, what a day, what a day.
i've got a lot of plans for today, heres whats on the agenda:

1-sit in my PJs
2-eat breakfast
3-shower
4-sit in the nude, as alone as ever!
5-get in my car (maybe nude? who knows!)
6-go to salvation army, for i am running low on shirts and shorts, summer is coming quick dont ya know
7-i have no more plans, o! eat lunch
8-thats it

sunny days+no class is fantastic! i am going to do cartwheels, but i dont know how...i am going to learn how and do millions of em to show just how exciting this is. and after i have mastered that i will go out on the town for some of those crazy misadventures that i so often encounter, what with me being so wild and whatnot.

o crickets, what a day, what a day.